It is November again, the 4th year I have been writing since 2013. Tapi taklah rajin sangat pun menulis kan? Konon aje, lubang sana lubang sini.
Everything has come to an end. The unwanted way, but I used to be. The feelings feels familiar. The feelings of being left...lost...hopeless...blank...everything becomes blurry. Like there's no direction to go.
I have been here before...
Walking in the darkness, on the unknown street, alone. You can't choose to step backward nor forward. No light in sight. It is confusing...
You may see the light, lets say a candle? You may follow to wherever it goes. Just hoping you will find brighter side. Or at least hoping it wont blow out before you reach places.
Well, things not happen as expected sometimes.
I am trying to control my emotion to keep on writing. Not today, I guess.