It has been a while aku tak menulis since the very last post. Even kat facebook pun aku dah tak menulis. Sejak kejadian aku di ragut bulan lepas, 3 hari sebelum raya, 22nd June 2017. Sehari sebelum tu, motor aku break down kat highway Elite menuju ke Sepang untuk meeting dgn Dhom.
This post seems to be long, seems to be different. I am gonna write all at once. I dont wish to separate them, there are just too much. I cant even remember all the flash, in detail. But then again, let me just shorten it je la kan?
Everything is heavy, to me. I dont know what it is tapi rasa berat.
Dugaan aku sepanjang Ramadhan lepas tu pun dah cukup berat pada aku. Motor breakdown, kena ragut, and I barely remember the rest since macam-macam berlaku kat aku but, memang berat.
And that makes me feel, "Lan, you gotta stay underground. Build a different life, live your life. Dont give the world a fuck".
That is why, aku dah malas nak bercampur sangat dengan orang. I dont care about personal branding, the thing I really want to do before. make myself known. Sekarang ni, I dont want to be known. Let me just keep the circle as it is. Dah cukup baik kot?
Cina-Classmate is struggling his life, parents dia baru bercerai. I never expect it to happen to his family. Aku pernah jumpa, and through the story yg dia pernah cerita, pada aku semua okay je tak ada masalah.
Life is confusing, sometimes.
He used to be the one yang bersama-sama aku waktu susah senang dulu. He's the guy who I should keep for the rest of my life. Kali ni, memang kena bantu dia. He's moving out dengan mak sama adik dia masih sekolah. So, aku tolong carikan rumah sewa.
Glad Nenek Tini depan rumah ni ada rumah sewa, kat tepi rumah dia. baru siap. Actually Nenek Tini nak buat homestay, tapi tak jadi. Orang kampung kan. Just follow the season. Hari biasa, tutup manjang. Rugilah. Then dia tukar plan, nak sewakan je RM600/month. Aku suruh mak tanyakan dulu. Esok baru aku visit and get some pictures.
I will get my bestfriend back, very close, right in front of me. I just cant wait for it. Tak sabar nak macam dulu-dulu. Rise up together.
Last 2 weeks aku ke Merlimau, Melaka. Lama betul tak solo ride jauh-jauh. And masa tu aku cuak jugalah takut-takut aku tersadai lagi tepi highway sebab motor aku siap repair pagi tu. And pagi tu juga aku terus shoot ke Melaka. Kalau dalam KL ke at least ada kawan-kawan boleh datang tolong, macam hari tu Sam datang bawa Hilux bapaknya
Ah. Screw it.
Let end it here.
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